Tears&Smiles of my life.

AAAAAAAAAAAAH!

2009-08-06T12:26:00.000-07:00

kai told me to update this :D

so i am!

I'm alive! yay! you know just to let people know.

I'll be updating this alot now (:

Earth day,loves

2009-03-27T00:24:00.000-07:00

Im gonna go to my cousin's bday then gonna go camping! :D

off your lights my lovelies.

Cause you want to save the planet we live on

Im back biatch!

2009-02-18T01:37:00.001-08:00

my valetine's suck your mom's balls.
but my friends made it a hella better, how was yours?
post a comment about your valentine.

The amazing people that i can't live without!

2008-12-29T10:16:00.001-08:00

KAI + ZAI + AHMAD + ANWAR + ADDILAH + TAUFIQ = chewyandyinglovesyouguys!

When i met them, i was like omgsh, shy lah. and i dont know these people ><. calling up my friends and begging them to come. but i'm glad they didn't! Was suppose to go to ROCK THE WORLD, and see my future husband :) yes, its sam from bunkface, shut up okay? i bet you're thinking pfft, chewy and her imagination. hey no! he accpected my friend resquest on myspace!
and i would miss million gigs just to spend another day with them.

WE are family! i miss them so much, and i wish they were my neighbours, and we'll hang out everyday. They make me happy, they have a great sense of humor and they're warm smiles will make your day. Their the kind of people who steps into your life, and leaves foot prints on your heart. Even with the biggest smile on your faces, they know that something is wrong. my shoulders to cry on. People, that i feel comfortable with, that the second day i don't wear makeup. MY FAMILY.

KAI : a TRUE friend, an awesome listener, a guy that can put a smile on your face just by saying hi. a guy that will give you diabetes cause he's super sweet. a guy that is perfect in every way. a guy that can make you laugh, when you're in the worst condition.a guy that i trade guitar picks with. a guy that would rob a bank just to text me, and who's gonna be the first to read this.

ZACK : my fucking metal brother in law, that truly loves my sister. a guy that thinks he's hair is crap when its wet. a guy that can make my sister smile and melt. and who has the same birthday as my dog! :)

AHMAD : a guy that gave me a ring called AHMAD. and who can make you smile with the things he says.

ANWAR : a guy that has a great sense of humor. and who owes me an orange juice!

TAUFIQ : shit! you have to teach me the magic trick! i was like seriously shocked when i saw the tissue in my hand! hahah!

ADILLAH : we're the saints that don't drink :P

THEY ALL HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART, words can't explain how AMAZING they are.and i miss them alot. i can't wait for them to come in 2009!

<3

musnah impianku

2008-12-16T13:38:00.000-08:00

BUNKFACE
i love sam&youk, marry me?

Captive of my desires

2008-12-04T02:55:00.000-08:00

okay, MY beloved gawjus readers! reading my blogggggg.

as you noticed, theres a book on top. well, i tought i'll other do a review :)
next review imma do, is about TWILIGHT.
but i think if you read twilight, you might just think its the best book ever written
To me, its not. it did made me imagine as though i was bella being piggy backed by edward cullen tho. but so did this book :D

CAPTIVE OF MY DESIRES.
has a nice ring to it, doesn't it?
it has pirates, marriage and a hot guy and girl who eventually marries each other.
i think its really romantic and how a pirates daughther, being disgrace that she's a pirate, made a lady seducer fall in love and wanting to marry. it contains much of suspense, love, lust, adventure...
So, its up to you to buy it or not. but in my OPNION. hell yeah, go buy it.

OKAY, im sorry. i don't do reviews like ZOMG! i love it so much! i think people who writes that are just posers and wannabe's. and i hate how they think they already know everything about it.
Dont get me wrong, i'm not all proper english and serious all the time. if you met me in real life, you hella won't think that. But it just bugs me how its always like that.

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To make you melt.

2008-11-29T06:39:00.000-08:00

some of my picha's

THEIR OLD.

You should have killed me when you had the chance

2008-11-29T06:14:00.000-08:00

so yeah, i had a dream, a liltle innocent girl, with curly long red hair, she was wearing a salmon pink dress, with bubble sleeves and laces. Carrying a rusty brown teddy bear missing an eye. she pointed to me, a direction, over there it was a MAC computer. it says "make a blog chewy."

that's why i made this blog. i will write what happen in this pathetic fucked world.

if you dont like what you see in my blog, will you click the "X" button on the top right of your screen?

Please and thank you